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| Tuesday, November 25th, 2008 | | 9:14 pm |
She had no idea what the hell she was doing. She had been running forever, it seemed. Running away from her past, and the present had a tendency to blur with her past. There was no way she was going back. There was nothing left for her in Orlando. It was time to find another home and rebuild her belief in herself once more. This time, no man required, wanted or needed. She'll do it on her own or not at all. | | Wednesday, August 1st, 2007 | | 3:11 am |
The truth hurts.
The hotel room was the same as the last 14. Same boring wall paper, same tired bed, same desire to be there, alone. She left one day, didn't even leave a note. Just picked her life up and left him behind. After all, isn't that what he did to her? Oh sure, he dressed it up really nice, saying that he was concerned about her. But wasn't it really, truly just selfish of him? To make the decision for her? She put her bags down, and sighed. She was no closer to an answer about what to do, than she was when she left. And she wasn't going back without an answer. Period. Maybe she wouldn't go back at all. She survived those years without him. Maybe it was better for them to be apart. She stretched out on the bed, relaxing for a moment. She could work anywhere she wanted, at any given time. Hell, she already hit most of the major cities, just .... avoided anyone for a few solid months. She doubted anyone really missed her. She was just so tired of everything. And she already knew she lost. Because once you start running, you have to keep running in order to stay ahead. And she wasn't going back without an answer. Current Mood: bitchy | | Tuesday, June 19th, 2007 | | 3:42 pm |
When Crazy attacks ...
She showed up in Pcola, because someone thought it was a good idea to meet others. The others she met ... well, let's just say few impressed her, one amused her, and the 'Leader' who really isn't reminds her of her other half. And really, in the end, she could only say ... 'Damn, it feels good to be a gangster.' Current Mood: amused | | Tuesday, February 6th, 2007 | | 1:05 am |
Irony.
Within a month, I found it all and lost it all. It's a good thing I'm not a betting woman. | | Tuesday, January 30th, 2007 | | 2:57 am |
| 001. | Beginnings. |
002. | Middles. |
003. | Ends. |
004. | Insides. |
005. | Outsides. |
| 006. | Hours. |
007. | Days. |
008. | Weeks. |
009. | Months. |
010. | Years. |
| 011. | Red. |
012. | Orange. |
013. | Yellow. |
014. | Green. |
015. | Blue. |
| 016. | Purple. |
017. | Brown. |
018. | Black. |
019. | White. |
020. | Colourless. |
| 021. | Friends. |
022. | Enemies. |
023. | Lovers. |
024. | Family. |
025. | Strangers. |
| 026. | Teammates. |
027. | Parents. |
028. | Children. |
029. | Birth. |
030. | Death. |
| 031. | Sunrise. |
032. | Sunset. |
033. | Too Much. |
034. | Not Enough. |
035. | Sixth Sense. |
| 036. | Smell. |
037. | Sound. |
038. | Touch. |
039. | Taste. |
040. | Sight. |
| 041. | Shapes. |
042. | Triangle. |
043. | Square. |
044. | Circle. |
045. | Moon. |
| 046. | Star. |
047. | Heart. |
048. | Diamond. |
049. | Club. |
050. | Spade. |
| 051. | Water. |
052. | Fire. |
053. | Earth. |
054. | Air. |
055. | Spirit. |
| 056. | Breakfast. |
057. | Lunch. |
058. | Dinner. |
059. | Food. |
060. | Drink. |
| 061. | Winter. |
062. | Spring. |
063. | Summer. |
064. | Fall. |
065. | Passing. |
| 066. | Rain. |
067. | Snow. |
068. | Lightening. |
069. | Thunder. |
070. | Storm. |
| 071. | Broken. |
072. | Fixed. |
073. | Light. |
074. | Dark. |
075. | Shade. |
| 076. | Who? |
077. | What? |
078. | Where? |
079. | When? |
080. | Why? |
| 081. | How? |
082. | If. |
083. | And. |
084. | He. |
085. | She. |
| 086. | Choices. |
087. | Life. |
088. | School. |
089. | Work. |
090. | Home. |
| 091. | Birthday. |
092. | Christmas. |
093. | Thanksgiving. |
094. | Independence. |
095. | New Year. |
| 096. | Love. |
097. | Hate. |
098. | Desire. |
099. | Destiny. |
100. | Fate. |
| | Thursday, March 9th, 2006 | | 5:56 pm |
There are many sides to a person's personality. Should you wish to, you could see what you wish. That, however, will never be the entire picture. Watch the body language. Do they lean towards you, or away. Do they seem interested or not. Do they keep their eyes glued to you, or do they look around, looking at everything and everyone but you. Also, paying attention to what they say, what they do not say. Many things to pay attention to, but in the end, it is well worth it. Sadly, few seem to pay attention. Perhaps psychology was not their strong suit. Current Mood: amused |
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